Ledges I Have Made

I slept most of the way to work this morning.  I had my headphones on, iTunes radio playing, and just allowed myself to sleep.  Today as another one of those days where I wanted to stay in bed all day.  I didn't want to get up.  I didn't want to move.  These days are becoming more frequent in my life again which does not make me very happy.  I should be loving life right now!  

As I slept on the bus, this song crept past my barriers and ended up in my head.  I listened to it and think it fits what I am going through this week.  I am trying to learn to love myself and become the better man for myself.  Listen to this song and hopefully it will speak to you as well as bring light into your day. 

Ledges - Noah Gundersen

I got a lot of loose ends

I've done some damage

I've cut the rope so it frayed

And I've got a lot of good friends

Keeping me distracted

Keeping my sanity safe 

Here I stand on the edge of the ledges I've made

Looking for a steady hand

Here I stand in a land full of rocks in the valleys

Trying to be a better man for you

But I drink a little too much

It makes me nervous

I've got my grandfather's blood

And I take a little too much

Without giving back

If blessed are the meek then I'm cursed

Here I stand on the edge of the ledges I've made

Looking for a steady hand

Here I stand in a land full of rocks in the valleys

Trying to be a better man for you

I wanna learn how to love

Not just the feeling

Bear all the consequences

I wanna learn how to love

And give it all back

Forgive me all that I've done

Here I stand on the edge of the ledges I've made

Looking for a steady hand

Here I stand in a land full of rocks in the valleys

Trying to be a better man for you

Oh, here I stand on the edge of the ledges I've made

Looking for a steady hand

Oh, here I stand in a land full of rocks in the valleys

Trying to be a better man for you